Stop Listening to what other people think you should have done. You Did The Right Thing. You did not let pier pressure or even a mega hot guy make you do things you did not want to do or knew were wrong. I'm proud of you. Even though you may be thinking that you made the wrong decision by cutting it off. Lets look at the facts. Yes he was gorgeous, tall, nice and had the body of a soccer player but was actually into photography. Hes was easy to talk to and always left you laughing. Hes was as close to perfect as could be. BUT the timing was awful. You made the mature decision. Although you are 17 your mom still does not allow you to date. So instead of going behind your moms back and betraying her trust, you ended it before it really ever even started. Unlike most teens your age you take great pride in your mothers trust. Some may call you weak but the guilt took away all the fun. To see his name on your caller ID did not bring joy to to but rather anxiety. You only have a few more months till you will be able to. Although everyone at school is saying you should have done it, deep down you know you did the right thing. You did what was best for you. What can you say? Your simply not an ordinary teen! Don't worry, ill all pay off one day.
Yours Truly
